Rediscovering a passion for writing
A long, long time ago, I told myself I would never make writing my full time job. Friends, teachers, and acquaintances have complimented my writing my whole life, so I knew I was good at it. But, I knew that as soon as I did that, I would hate it. Monetizing your passion can suck the life out of it. I’d be lying, though, if I said I didn’t just want to write all day, every day. I’d gladly put in more than forty hours a week doing it, too. I think it’s in my blood, though I don’t have any famous or even not-so-famous writers in my family ancestry that I’m aware of.
I don’t even remember the first time I wrote a story, but it had to be very young. I still have a hard copy (printed on a dot matrix printer!) of a “novel” I wrote in third or fourth grade I think. It’s horrible. I don’t want to look at it—let alone read it—and it’s a blatant rip off of Brian Jacques’ Redwall (a series of books I was obssessed with through most of my childhood). But I’ll never throw it away, since it’s a precious artifact of my early creativity.
Despite all that, I haven’t touched a manuscript in fifteen years. That passion just fizzled.